The Heartbreaker, The Makeover

I've never heard someone say 'I love you' so much at once.
I've never heard someone say 'I love you' so much in one night.
I've never heard someone say 'you're mine' so much in one conversation.
I've never heard someone say 'aku sayang kamu' so much in one sleep.

I've never kissed anyone so much at once.
I've never kissed anyone so much in one night.
I've never kissed anyone so much in one sleep.

I've never loved anyone so crazy in this short amount of time we've been in.
I've never let anyone have me this entirely.
I've never let anyone hurt me so much at once.
This is crazy. Love is crazy.
You know, when it comes to love, anything is possible and we'll just have too much to talk about and say. It gets boring sometimes. But when it's on fire, boy you're up for anything.

Seduced

My latest drawing. Talk about killing time.

Sum-mer loving.

I'm very excited about summer. It's approaching, and some nights have gone warm so it's a good sign I guess. Irregardless, climate change sure does bring illness almost every time. I am currently not so healthy, thanks to the fucking weather.

Anyways, my life's been up and down as always. A lot has been happening since the last update I posted which was after my last visit to Jakarta (June-July, 2009). Can't be bothered to spare the details anymore hhaha

Uni life is actually great, with less deadline attacks it would've been greater, a lot greater. Ck..

Love, however, has been very tough on me lately. It started off splendid, but as relationship goes along with the time passing by, problems started to occur. Maybe it's normal, every relationship goes through some rough paths, but it's just getting too much to handle. I really hope I could cope with this and I hope we last.


I've been enjoying buying cupcakes and eat out in the sun that comes along with the summer breeze. I love Melbourne's flares. Especially when I have to squint my eyes when it hits my face. We're summer flings.
Here I introduce you to a very abstractly funny book I read towards summer, it's called Up The Tree In The Park At Night With A Hedgehog. It's brutal but funny with a hint of guilty pleasure. I finished it already, and I can pass it to you if you want to have a read (you know how to reach me, drop a msg =} )

Tastes like a crummy red wine

5:06 AM.
An empty hope. A broken shield.
A girl with a handful of dope, in the middle of the field.
I chase it long enough to finally stop and stare far down, grab a thought of reality.
Those are all lies. It' a lie.

I cross the river, you cross my mind.
I thought it would go away, but it always seem to rewind.
The wall of guts you built for years,
and a ball of numbness that you created in just a couple of blinks.
Can't you see I'm tired shedding tears?
Will you stop and come real, if in the next two hours I'll be burning love burning inks,
save you dusts of euphoric whispers, to keep you satisfy.

The path my hands follow on surfaces of you morning pale skin,
the way I lend my tongue on yours,
to keep your mind around me.
To inject my shadows for hours,
and engage threads of spells in places where it should be.

Another heart to heart isn't enough.
Another glass of red wine I thought would compensate.
Tastes pure bitter, with a hint of sour flushes. Tastes different.
You taste different.

In to you, above you, under you, beneath you, on top of you.
Love is in a different level of perfection, of purity.
Love is in a sealed envelope just in case.
Love is deeper than the ocean.
Love should be warm, not cold.
Love is when the red wine turns super sweet.
Love is..

what?

My First Exhibition@ Teras Coffee and Photography.

One night my friend Bondan ym-ed me. I was back home, it was last month. He told me he had accomplished one big step to pursue his dream to become a musician. Check out his myspace page. He makes pretty easy musics and very relaxing to listen to. Not bad, B! And the talk led him to telling me about his next gig which was going to be at Teras Coffee, this new caffee that our friend Ditya and Nazmi owned. And then he was telling me about this small photography exhibition that's coming in pair with his gig, and asked me to join it. Well I was just giving it a shot, submitting two three photos, and two days after Ditya emailed me saying that my photographs were selected to be displayed in the exhibition. So here are some of the pictures i took from the exhibition. And I get to use the studio for 2 hours for free! thanks Dityaa, I'd use the opportunity next time I'm in Jkt [we made a deal to do a proper shoot anyway. He's such a good buddie :)]. The exhibition started June 20th for about a month, so it will approximately end around July 20th or something I can't remember. And the interview for JakTV went okay. Hihihi..

Check Teras Coffee,out, it's a great place to chill. The food and drinks are are unbelievably delicious. My favs: Nasi Goreng Kambing and Hot Peach Tea.

IVM [May 2009]

Here are some pictures of this music event called Indonesian Versus Malaysian. A bands battle that surprisingly turned out to be awesome. I have a major crush on Wandering Spirit and Supermetronome.

x

Morning coffee and YGKSM

It's this morning tradition of ours. He wanted a black bitter coffee I wanted milk sweet coffee and pictures. These are some pictures I took a year ago.

Now that I'm back in town, we will have our tradition again soon. Maybe tomorrow morning. I'd have to check with him. He's a busy man with comic mimics,

don't you think? ;)